At times you realise that you have to keep all your emotions locked up inside. No matter how much it hurts, you have to hide the pain. No matter what someone does to you, you have to smile back to that person because that relationship is essential in defining who you are. You can’t hold anyone close to your heart. You can’t force them to stay with you. You have to understand that if they want to leave, probably it’s best for them to leave. Probably, you could not make them feel so loved that they would want to be loved by no one but you. Probably, you have to understand that some things are just not meant to be. Probably.
You eventually reach a stage where you no more cry yourself to sleep because you don’t have any tears left to cry. You don’t share your pain because you know no one understands it the way you do. It’s all a part of God’s master plan. It’s a part of growing up. Loving. Getting hurt. Moving on. Growing up! This is what makes a man out of a boy. This is what transforms a girl into a lady. Probably, I’m ready for it!
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